a simple thought

Everytime I told doctors or friends that I had insufficient milk produce, they didn't believe it. They said I did not try enough. I tried to breastfeed my baby. The first one was failed. She couldn't get exclusively breastfed but she managed to get my breastmilk upto she was 7 months. My second baby now is 6 weeks old. I pumped every 3 hours and got 70-90 ml which I treated it as gold liquid. I envy a friend who told me she produced 150ml in 2 hours. She has the same latch problem but no probs in producing milk. Yesterday i went to pediatrician  taking my baby. When asked about breastfeeding, the doctor was disappointed with my decision to give formula to my son. She said every mother can breastfeed. It broke my heart. I told her all the effort i took. All those supplements, vegetables,  soup, domperidone.. She didn't know what I've been through. She said I was trauma with my first baby and my mindset kept telling me I'm unable to produce milk. Let me s...

This is another controversy that i would reveal through this blog. I know that certain people, especially those who joined mother's milk club, para anggota forum garis keras ASI, will hate my thought and probably would bullying me for sure.  This is my second baby. The first one born in 2011. Seperti ibu-ibu baru lainnya, saya termasuk yang sangat idealis dan sudah mempersiapkan semuanya. Dari perlengkapan bayi, baju2, perlengkapan mandi, gear, bedding, dsb smuanya yang terbaik lah walaupun bukan yang termahal. Termasuk juga sudah mempersiapkan diri untuk menyusui secara ekslusif.  Si kakak lahir, dengan pedenya saya nyusuin dia walopun asi belum keluar. not even rembesan di PD. Tapi cuek lah... kita dengarkan para obgyn, dokter anak dan para bidan and suster yang bilang susuin aja terus, bayi bisa bertahan tanpa intake selama 2-3 hari karena masih ada sisa dari selama dia di rahim ibunya.  Oh ok. So dengan pedenya nyusuin. Walopuunn... masuk ke hari ke-3...