a simple thought

Masih tentang Leonie, my special daughter. :) She who always makes me smile and oftentimes worrying. Leonie masuk kelas dua. Kelas 1 nilainya bagus walaupun gak istimewa2 banget tapi masih diatas average kelasnya. Kelas 1 diisi dengan hari2 dia sering keluar kelas semaunya, apalagi kalau dia gak suka dengan gurunya. Sering jg missnya laporan kalau dia suka lari2an, kejar2an sama boys, brantem, ngilangin barang temen, rebut barang teman, dll. Mamaknya pusing 🤕🤕 Kelas 2 ini sudah berjalan 3 bulan. Missnya sudah pusing sama kelakuan onie. Dah gak terhitung brapa kali disetrap. Gak mau masuk kelas, main pensil warna sampai gak nyimak pelajaran, hilang/ngumpet padahal udh masuk pelajaran berikutnya. Kebayang dong gmn tenarnya anak bocah saya ini? 😂😂 Minggu depan onie tes Tova dan psikologi, dianjurkan oleh dr dwidjo smartkid. Kenapa saya konsul lagi walaupun dia sdh tidak speech delayed? Krn saya kepo anak saya ini sebenarnya bagaimana. I think i need expert help to identify her be...

Raising a special child has never been easy. Worryness, uneasy, confuse.  Dua bulan pertama,  berkali-kali dapat laporan dari Miss-nya. Leonie buka rok di depan teman2nya, Leonie keluar kelas ketika pelajaran, Leonie gak mau dancing, leonie ke toilet lama, leonie begini, begitu... Dan nilainya dari bagus, ke jelek, bagus lagi...  dan conversationnya yang masih berantakan... kerap dibully sama teman2nya padahal badannya besar.  Worry? pasti.. bisa kah Leonie beradaptasi dengan lingkungan, dengan teman-teman barunya?  Belajar gak mau, maunya main game dan nonton tv... mamak mana yang gak pusing dan khawatir. Walaupun kata ortu.... bisa ngomong aja udah ngucap syukur, manage your expectation laa...  Ya udah.. ketika UTS, I let her do as she wanted. Mau belajar? ya udah bagus.. bosen, ngantuk, gak mau belajar? Ya sudah gpp. The Result? hahaha... A, B, B- paling rendah. No C. :) Well, worrying does not take away tomorrow's troubles ...

Leonie is now walking to her next journey, as a primary school student. Masih dengan keterbatasannya menggunakan bahasa Indonesia mix English. Masih belum jelas mengutarakan opininya, masih slebor, tidak fokus, ... but I dare to put her in a new school. This is her second day. On her first day, she was nowhere to find among her friends. I was panicked. She was not on the line with her friends who were waiting to be picked up by parents. I desperately ask her teacher where she was. Then a security officer brought her with him and when she saw me, she ran and hugged me. She was not crying. I ask her, why she was not stand in the line with her friends and teacher. Repeating her answer, she said that she had been looking for my car. "But I could not find your car, mom. I was looking for your car, mom" "You could just ask your teacher, where is your mom," said the security guy. "please don't be separated from your teacher tomorrow," the guy conti...