flash back
Apa yang mau di look back? my will to write. untuk menulis. Sekarang ini makin jarang menulis. Why? Sama seperti alasan klise, gak punya waktu. Kerja, berangkat pagi pulang malam. Belum lagi sebelum dan sepulang kerja masih harus bercengkrama, main-main dengan para krucils... Dan kantor mengadakan internal workshop writing. It was a short workshop but it slap me right to my face. You haven't created anything the past fourteen years, nes. Yes. I was productive before. Before i was busy with tons of activities, works, matters, busy minds, busy life, busy nez... In the past, when I was in high school, I was selected among hundreds of students to attend a writing workshop which one of the speaker was Seno Gumira Ajidarma. Lupa waktu itu kelas berapa.. kalau gak salah kelas 2 SMA deh... dan saya entah kenapa dipilih. Tapi saya ingat, seorang english teacher-forgot his name, mengambil karya tulis saya - an english fiction, dan memuatnya di newsletter sekolah lain-tempat dia men