i learned.
yup.. i failed. and i got that message on my way from batuhijau to mataram. dan seperti yang sudah-sudah.. i instantly can accept that bad news. i called my friend and asked what about her.. and she was just like me.. and she was really upset and from her tone voice, i can see it was very hard for her to accept this.... well, ni.. there are times when we have to let go our dreams.. but tenang.. when one door closes, the other opens. i texted my mom.. she replied, that's okay.. my abang sounded relieved. hehe.. he was the only person who had never agreed with my plan. hehe.. doamu terkabul, bg.. hehe.. i, actually is a simple person. but closest friends kept telling me is a complicated one. but mostly they agreed if i'm a tough, brave, and someone yg jauuuuhh dari sensitive or cengeng . Hehe.. So.. this failure, not even made me had to shed tears .. no.. ntah kenapa ya.. for me.. this's just a failure, a mistake, that i should not be mourn for. i just have to let it go a...